Saturday, February 22, 2014
Leave me alone
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are ...
No, it's that we're not only inadequate, but that we are a bother.
I'm tired of it. Tired of feeling I'm the 'needy friend'.
I'm in pain. My ducks are running off in nine different directions. And I need someone to talk to.
But I feel like...like in some of my friendships...that I'm leaning on them too much when I need to vent, or work out a problem in my head.
That's why I was going to therapy. Over-simplifying, paying a professional a huge amount to...listen.
It's not that I don't have much to say...it's that there's not much I really want to talk about.
And not much that's really that interesting...news, religion, sports, family, finance, technology
it's either in a universe so foreign and distant to me,
or it's in a world of hurt and failure I call my existence.