So this marks my 100th blog on this board. No idea how many hundred blogs are left on xanga. Looking over the categories I founded this blog on, I've said a lot. Sometimes just the same thing over and over again.
In regards to depression, which I thought I might be blogging more about when I started, or maybe I knew I wouldn't because such a subject is so sensitive, I was depressed, stressed, lonely, and isolated both geographically and in other ways. Now I'm just, as I've been for years, lonely.
My family posts have been mostly about my father and grandfather. Two of the great influences on my life, both deceased, both missed. I don't blog much about my family at home, or my mom's family, or my in-laws, for various reasons, the same reasons I didn't blog about them much when I was blogging more often.
Genius? (Insert painful half-laugh here ) I said to myself, "I have reached greatness, and am smarter than all before me in Leavenworth. I have understood great wisdom and knowledge." And I set to now wisdom, madness, and folly. What a waste of time. For in much wisdom is grief, and the know-it-all ends up lonely.
Ecclesiastes 1:16-18, paraphrased. And even now, I suppose I am most aware of what I don't know, the flaws in my own argument and point of view. Between that and the niche nature of what I know what I mean expert in, to say. And it hurts so bad.
I once was more into politics. Heck, I once was an elected official. But that was then and this is now. And yes, for reasons other than most of my friends, I feel the media is failing us. As stated before, I feel our 24 hour news cycle and ratings hunt lead us to an unhealthy overemphasis of a few cases rather than the larger problems that affect us.
It's quite different blogging about KC sports when they're all winning. Sporting won the cup in '13, a different cup in '15. Royals won two pennants and a world series in the last two years. And, finally, the Chiefs won a playoff game! So the woe-is-us is rather over.
Haven't blogged about technology much, mainly because modern technology (defined as WiFi and modern tablets) is - at this point - a luxury that I've had to cut. And sometimes I miss it, and sometimes I don't.
Truth. Quid est veritas. Most of the posts were me trying to sort out various prophetic claims, religious points of view, and other Christian drama. And, when a genius tries to look at both sides of an interpretation argument...I just get headaches.
More blogs coming. There's a lot of Saturdays left in 2016.